FT is Dead

For the past 7 days FT and I have been trying to be friends. Well, I tried to be friends and he tried to get me to change my mind and sleep with him. It was a continuous struggle for power. He was saying more and more outlandish things to try to shake me. I kept trying to be clear that I was not interested in a romantic relationship, but would like to continue being friends. This lead to many disagreements that I would say were more like fights. He yelled and cursed and basically threw a tantrum when I didn't say what he wanted me to say.

Finally he ran out of ways to manipulate me directly, so he tried to manipulate me through my friend. He sent her a friend request on Myspace and said they had a mutual friend. Then he sent her messages saying he was concerned about me because I seemed down. My friend (who knows all the dirty details of things between FT and myself) told him I was fine and had moved on from him and that he should move on too. As you can imagine, he didn't like that so much. He got very angry and took it out on me. He said things about my friend that I cannot forgive. No one calls my friend shit like that to me. I got angry back at FT and told him what he said was unacceptable and that I was too angry about it to talk right now. He said OK and to call him when I was calm (which made me even more angry). I went home, forgot about the fight, went to bed.

This morning I checked Myspace and I have been deleted as his friend. I believe it is finally over. Assuming I don't pick at the scab and call him. I really want this to be over, but at the same time it gave me something to focus on. However negative that energy was. I may be as crazy as him.