I have no idea what happened. I am completely in the dark.
I have heard nothing from eGuy for 3 days. He has become the invisible man.
I realize 3 days is a relatively short period of time, but we had established a pattern of texting constantly every day. For my texts and phone calls to go unanswered is extremely unusual.
I really hope there is some extenuating circumstance that has made it impossible for him to contact me. But rationally I know that's not the case. If he lost his phone, he could still send me a message on eHarm or on myspace. And in fact his myspace says he was online on Sunday. I know, I'm a stalker. I just want to know what happened. He also knows where I live so even if he was completely cut off from all technology, he could still get a hold of me.
My conclusion? He doesn't want to get a hold of me. He's made that very clear. And I've spent far too much time crying over this and I'm done. If this is the way he behaves and how he treats someone he supposedly cared about, then he's not the person I knew. The man I cared about was kind and honest and wouldn't act like a 14 year old. Apparently the man I cared about doesn't exist.
Oh well. On to the next.
3 comments:
you're crying over lost hopes, not over lost man right? then dry those tears, because hope is not lost. Hope lives in the heart of another man, ready to be discovered.
That sums it up perfectly! Thankfully today I can see the truth in that. Not so much yesterday.
Nicely said, a Fair Fairy!!! Maybe you can get some closure for yourself? I would send a final text saying something like, "Hey, hope all is well with you. I enjoyed getting to know you. Call me sometime if you want to talk..." Who knows, it is always possible that you were not wrong and that something came up that was too personal for him to share? A few times of flaking and I wouldn't think so. It just seems so sudden? If he just doesn't respond at all, no lost...you deserve better. I posted your question as a poll!
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